It was pouring down with rain, no-one was around. Margaret felt a
great sense of relief as she struggled to put the cover back over the
septic tank.
"No-one will know," she thought to herself. "Tomorrow
I'll nip down to the auto repair shop and buy a can of paint to touch
up the scratches on the car."
Drenched to the skin, Margaret peeled off her clothing carefully placing
them into a plastic bag made her way to the bathroom, naked and shivering
from the cold. Taking the little nail brush, Margaret stood under the
shower, in desperation she scrubbed at her body trying to rid herself
of all traces of blood. Feeling more relaxed, she allowed the warm water
to run freely over her body. She was definitely feeling better now that
all traces of the blood had gone.
"What am I going to do with my blood stained clothing," she
thought. "Maybe if it's dry tomorrow I could burn them in the incinerator
at the bottom of the garden."
The front door opened. Ken, Margaret's husband proceeded to take off
his jacket shaking the rain off in the hallway before hanging it up.
"I'm home darling!" he called.
Wrapping a towel carefully around her slender body, Margaret made her
way into the kitchen to greet him. She gave him an exceptionally long
kiss, which made him remark on how unusual it was, especially as she
was practically in the nude.
"What have you been up to?"
Inwardly Margaret began to tremble. "He knows. My God what am
I going to do!" she thought. Quickly she blurted out that she had
just been late night shopping and had called in to see her friend Jane
on the way home. Out of the corner of her eye Margaret spotted the plastic
bag that contained her blood stained clothing. How on earth was she
going to remove it without arousing suspicion. The matter was taken
out of her hands as Ken walked towards the plastic bag. Margaret froze
inside.
"That's a strange place to keep the rubbish. I'll put it outside
for you."
Margaret didn't know what to do so she just thanked him and told him
that she would get dressed quickly and prepare dinner. Hopefully Ken
wouldn't look inside the bag, as she had no idea how she was going to
explain away the blood. But she needn't have worried as Ken just opened
the dustbin and slung the bag quickly inside, closing the lid on her
secret and rushing back into the house to escape the rain.
During the evening Ken asked Margaret if the Council had been to empty
the septic tank. She suddenly felt a constriction in her throat. The
blood drained away from her face and her knees trembled. Margaret tried
hard not to look at Ken as she said,
"No, I don't think so. When did you ask them to come?"
"I didn't. I left a message by the telephone for you to ring them.
Didn't you see it?"
"No, I haven't seen it," she said as she stood quaking in
her shoes.
"Can you take care of it tomorrow then?" she heard her husband
say.
A feeling of great relief came over her. Pleased that she hadn't seen
the note, at least now she had given herself a little more time.
Margaret managed to retrieve the plastic bag of clothing from the rubbish
bin and rather deviously she burnt the pieces of clothing one by one.
To distract her husband from the obvious at a later date, she burnt
lots of old rubbish and pieces of wood for she knew by now that the
ashes from the clothing were well and truly covered.
Having done a remarkably good touch-up job of respraying under the
front left light of the car, Margaret discarded the can of spray paint
and was feeling quite pleased with herself. She felt relaxed and quite
certain that she had got away with her crime.
Two weeks passed by. Ken remarked on the awful stench coming from outside
the bathroom window.
"You really must call the council," he insisted. "It
smells just like something is dead out there."
Margaret's heart nearly jumped up into her throat. If only he knew.
Her mind raced. What the hell could she do! It then dawned on her that
Ken always goes fishing on Saturday mornings well before daybreak. That
would give her almost twelve hours to herself.
"Yes," she thought. "I'll have plenty of time to empty
the septic tank myself and Ken won't be any the wiser."
On Saturday morning Ken left the house at three o'clock to go fishing.
Margaret waited a good fifteen minutes before venturing out of bed just
in case Ken had forgotten something and returned. Feeling very confident
she then put her plan into action.
First she found an old broom and tied a bucket to it. Going outside
in the dark, she was glad she could see a little with the aid of the
light coming from the bathroom window. As she walked towards the septic
tank she was already feeling nauseous and very afraid. What would she
do if he were floating on the top? How would she react if his eyes were
staring at her? Trying hard to pull herself together, she tugged at
the lid and pushed it over to one side. The awful stink hit her and
she immediately vomited. Deciding that the smell was far too repugnant
she walked away from the tank but reality hit her. She had to do it
because if she didn't, the council workers would uncover her awful secret.
Bracing herself, Margaret walked back to the septic tank and pinching
her nose together with her fingers avoiding looking into the hole, she
lowered the bucket. The smell was abominable but between retching and
crying she got bucket after bucket out, dispersing it all over the property,
as far away from the house as possible. Deciding the bucket wasn't doing
the job quickly enough, Margaret found herself a large empty three litre
fruit juice can. Carefully she made a hole near the top of the can and
tied it to a tomato stake with the aid of some wire. She then very cleverly
fetched the wheelbarrow from the shed and proceeded to fill the wheelbarrow
up with the contents from the septic tank. Thus making her job easier.
Three hours passed. The light of day was slowly poking its way through.
She knew he was staring at her. Determined not to look at him she glanced
to the side and as she did so her pulse raced. His leg was balancing
on top of the can she was about to pull out. In horror she lowered the
can back into the tank emptying its contents. Almost throwing up again,
she told herself she could not take much more of this. She walked away.
Margaret knew she had to finish the task. It was all so repugnant to
her, it took her every ounce of courage to go back to the tank, but
by nine o'clock Margaret had become quite an expert and had learnt to
ignore his stares. After all, she hadn't meant to kill him. It was either
he or her.
The tank was now three quarters empty. That would suffice she concluded,
feeling exhausted. Margaret slid the cover back over the septic tank.
Knowing that he was still staring at her she said,
"It was your own fault. Don't make me feel any more guilty than
I already do!"
Swiftly she hosed down the area where she had been working taking special
care to scrub out the wheelbarrow and discard the old can and stake.
Thankful that the worst task of her life was behind her, she marched
into the house and gratefully took a long, long shower.
"Thank God it's over," she said to herself as she tried to
relax with a book on the sofa. The silence was broken by a knock at
the back door.
"Can I come in?"
The blood rushed to Margaret's head. She was petrified. How would she
face this woman, her friend and neighbour. Putting on a brave face,
Margaret got up from the sofa and walked to the door to greet Rita.
"I've missed you," she said giving Rita a big hug. "Did
you enjoy your two weeks holiday down at the Gold Coast?"
Rita totally ignored her. "Oh Margaret! Ricky's gone! He has left
me! I can't believe it. The neighbours say that they know nothing."
"Why, what's the matter with him, where did he go?" Margaret
asked all too quickly, trying to hide her fear! Her trembling legs almost
giving her away.
"Nothing as far as I know. He's just (she paused), missing,"
Rita said. "My mother hasn't seen him for two weeks, have you?"
"No, no I haven't," Margaret replied, feeling more than a
little bit nervous.
"It's just so awful!" Rita continued. "I'm so lonely
without him. He is such a good friend to me. I'm simply terrified at
night when he is not around."
Margaret was feeling more and more guilty by the second. "What
can I do to help?" she asked Rita, trying hard not to have eye
contact with her for fear of being found out.
"Well, you could go around the neighbourhood with me. Maybe someone
knows his whereabouts. I 've already been to the police station and
reported him missing. The radio station will be giving out his description
later today. I just hope no harm has come to him!" she said between
tears.
Rita and Margaret traipsed around all morning. No one had seen sight
nor sound of Ricky. Margaret was well aware that they were wasting their
time but she had to keep up the pretence.
"It's really strange," Rita carried on, "how no-one
has seen Ricky. He usually goes and collects the paper every morning
from the post box. My mother said it was definitely two weeks ago since
she last saw Ricky. She remembers bringing him over a pot of stew. He
scoffed the lot and seemed perfectly all right then."
The days dragged by for Margaret. Guilt was slowly getting the better
of her. She could neither sleep nor eat. Her mind just kept wandering
off towards the direction of the septic tank, then over to Rita her
neighbour.
"What have I done?" she asked herself. "In such a short
space of time my whole world has turned upside down. I just live in
fear of a knock on the door. My life has no meaning any more. I'm so
unhappy. Things can't continue this way, tonight I'll tell Ken the whole
truth."
That same night Margaret cooked Ken's favourite meal, Lasagne. She
would tell him her awful secret after he had eaten. He would be feeling
more relaxed by then.
Unbeknown to Margaret, Ken had stopped at Rita's house on his way home
from work to invite her over for dinner. He was certain Margaret wouldn't
mind. They were, after all, friends. Anyway, he didn't like the thought
of her being alone each night. It would do her good. Walking up the
path together, Rita turned to Ken and asked,
"What's that awful smell around your place?"
Ken said that he wasn't sure but it could be the sewerage as they had
just had it emptied.
Margaret's heart dropped like a heavy stone would to the floor as they
both entered the kitchen. Pretending nothing was wrong she greeted them
both cheerfully.
"I was just saying to Ken, that's an awful smell you have outside."
"Yes it is bad," Margaret agreed, "but it should settle
down in a couple of days."
It turned out to be a long, boring and nerve wracking evening. The
conversation had centred around Ricky all evening and where could he
possibly be. Margaret was very glad when Rita announced she was tired
and got up to go. Ken walked Rita home while Margaret cleared away the
table and filled up the dishwasher before retiring to bed. There was
no way she was going to tell Ken tonight. Not after she had seen how
upset he was about Ricky still being missing.
"If I tell him now," Margaret thought, "he would most
probably report me to the police or even divorce me. I'm certain to
lose my house into the bargain, just because of one lousy slip up."
Carrying six bottles of bleach into the shed the next day, Margaret
decided as soon as she had half an hour to herself, she would pour the
whole lot down the toilet. That should get rid of the stench. There
couldn't be much left of his body by now and anyway, the bacteria would
have eaten away at it. Having done her dirty deed she flushed the toilet
and felt a great surge of relief as the smell of bleach hit her nostrils.
Discarding all the empty bottles into the rubbish bin, Margaret began
to relax and feel more like her old self. No one would look in the septic
tank again for at least two years, by then they would have moved interstate.
Margaret was in for a big surprise! As her husband drove up the driveway
he looked very annoyed.
"You will never believe what has just happened. Look at my flaming
car. I've got a huge dent on the front and my left light is smashed
in. A stupid kangaroo decided to jump out in front of me. I tried my
best to avoid hitting him but my reactions weren't quick enough."
He then took Margaret to the boot of the car.
"Look!" he said. "Rather than let the crows have him
I've brought him home. I thought it would be a good idea to put him
in the septic tank now that it is empty and build up the bacteria again."
Margaret hit the ground with a thud. Alarmed, Ken picked her up and
took her inside the house laying her on the sofa. He bent her head forward
between her knees.
"I'm so sorry," he said as Margaret came to her senses. "I
had no idea you were so squeamish." He thought the sight of the
dead kangaroo had made her faint. Little did he know!
Confident that his wife was feeling better, Ken made his way to the
car. He tugged away at the carcass, which was quite large. Full of despair,
Margaret watched as its lifeless body flopped onto the ground. Her pulse
was by now beating so loudly it sounded as if she had a set of drums
in her ears.
"What am I going to do?" she screamed out. How will he react?
Will he ever speak to me again after he uncovers my awful secret? The
tears ran down her face burning her cheek.
Ken dragged the kangaroo as near as he could to the septic tank. As
he reached out to pull the cover off the tank, Margaret raced outside.
"No, no!" she screamed. "Don't lift up the lid. I've
got something to tell you."
At that, she tore at his shirt pulling him away. Ken was shocked to
see his wife so hysterical. Putting his arm around his wife he led her
back into the house. Between tears and hysterics Margaret blurted out
the whole story. Feeling very ashamed, she explained how she was driving
home in the pouring rain one dark night and as she turned the corner
to drive up to their house, Ricky suddenly appeared from no where and
dashed onto the road straight into her car.
"I braked as hard as I could but I knew from the awful thump on
the front of the car that I had hit him," she said. "I didn't
mean to!" she cried. "I really didn't. I checked him over
but I could see from his head injuries that he was dead."
Margaret then proceeded to tell him how she had brought him home and
laid him to rest in the septic tank. By now Margaret was distraught.
"It's not the end of the world," she heard Ken say. "Funny
you know, I couldn't understand why I had been sleeping so well the
past few weeks. Now it's obvious. It seems that you have done the whole
neighbourhood a favour. Ricky kept us awake most nights of the week
with all the noise he made. Hugging Margaret close, he said, "Tell
you what, if you can keep a secret then so can I. Tomorrow I'll buy
Rita a new one - but I'll make sure it is one that doesn't bark all
night!"