Here we were anchored on the trot in Poole Harbour early in 1944 &
I had now been promoted to leading seaman, hooky, killick or whatever
anyone cared to call me. Who would want to be in charge of such a motley
crew though, where threats of punishment meant nothing, as these lads
took no instructions from anyone & laughed in the face of death?
The order came to cast off, it was a lovely evening & over by Brownsea
Island the Lysander flying boats were anchored all in a line. The trot
was full up with landing craft of all types, Landing Craft Tank, LC
rocket & many other craft, so something big was about to happen
soon. The fishing vessel chugged its way along the inner harbour to
the boom (we could use our engines until we cleared our own minefields
then we had to use our rigging). The trotboat was picking up matelots
& royal marine commando's from the landing craft & taking them
ashore at Poole jetty for a nights spot of leave & the pubs (lucky
blighters). We made our way into the outer harbour & there all the
M.T.B's were really buzzing all being laden with fuel, ammunition &
warming up their engines. They were obviously on some action or other
tonight & some of them wouldn't be coming back (poor bastards) whereas
we were just going for a cruise along the channel.
Dusk was now falling as we made our way out past our own minefields
& headed for mid channel. Than the skipper called for me, hooky
he said pleasantly how does Hoppy always manage to fetch me a full cup
of kye no matter what the weather is like or no matter how the craft
pitches & turns. I didn't like to tell him that before Hoppy left
the galley he always took a mouthful of the skippers kye out of his
cup then replaced it back in the cup before entering the skippers cabin.
His cabin was full up with charts & bits of paper of all kinds whereby
he was able to chart our way through the British minefields & also
all the latest information about the new German minefields. Tonight
said skip we are going inshore to the french mainland to pick up some
very important personnel that have to be brought out no matter what
(gee thanks, I thought) so you will pick four men to take two dinghies
ashore & pick them up. The M.T.Bs are going to cause a diversion
further up the coast so that we can pull in without any problems. (Cor
thanks, I thought).
We had cut our engines some way back & were now proceeding as if
we were doing a nights fishing with the nets placed along the decks
but all of us were keeping watch to see if there were any lose mines
or any e boats in the vicinity. We could now see the French shore &
we were sailing along the coast looking for a signal. Yes there it was
about two miles further along. As we made our way along the shore I
tapped Hoppy Lofty Brommy & Scouse on the shoulder & they all
nodded in silent acknowledgement & made to get the dinghies ready.
(Christ these nutters took notice of silent orders better than they
obeyed verbal ones, so in future I would no how to dish them out).
We dropped anchor just offshore & the lads began busying themselves
as if they were going to do a nights fishing. Then the five of us lowered
the two dinghies over the side then got down into them & rowed for
the shore. By now the moon was just breaking through the clouds as we
pulled the dinghies up onto the beach. We lay on the beach making observation
& to my constination I could see two sentries up on top of the cliff
& under the cliff lay about eight blokes four of them armed to the
teeth. I looked at Hoppy & Lofty then nodded toward the sentries
in the dull light I could see Hoppies face break into a grin, here was
one hard hearted campaigner, whereas lofty just had a glazed look on
his face. I looked at Brom & Scouse & nodded toward the eight
guys huddled under the cliff, they both slid along on their bellies
in the direction I had indicated. Good this, a piece of cake, just nod
& it was all done for you. Later the two sentries just disappeared
so I thought it safe to stand up to see where the lads were. Suddenly,
it was as if I had been hit by a train in the middle of my back; I had
stars going round in my skull & in front of my eyes. I dropped to
the ground, & pretended I was dead & as I was lying on my back
managed to half open one eye to see a ten-foot guard standing over me
with his rifle pointed at my stomach.
He eased his rifle away & leaned over to search my clothing to
see if I had any arms in my possession. That was his mistake, my hand
slid down to my knife in my seaboot, & I gently eased it out, then
with one almighty thrust up under the ribs & into his heart then
as I had been taught, pulled his helmet back to throttle him, but he
was already dead. I was shaking, had stars before my eyes, and didn't
like doing it at all. But it was he or I & these were the bastards
that had made my sister a widow. (Poor Maurice hadn't wanted to kill
anyone, so he joined the R.A.M.C. so that he could attend the wounded.
He was stationed in Dover Castle later to be known as "Hellfire
Corner" & he was killed in 1942 by German long range shelling).
Hoppy & Lofty came back grinning & the others all made haste
back to the dinghies. We seated the V.I.Ps in the dinghies then with
a wave to the French escorts we started to row for the fishin Nothing
much happened on the return journey but there was one hell of a fight
taking place further up along the coast where the M,T.Bs were operating.
When we had cleared the German minefields for some unknown reason our
M.T.Bs gave us an escort although we had never had this before cos we
were loners. However we started our engines & proceeded with what
we thought, was undo haste across the channel, but the M.T.B.s were
buzzing round us like wasps trying to make us go faster. We arrived
back in Poole & anchored on the trot, think we had earnt our 1/6d
(7 1/2p grandson) hard layers this last couple of days.
Later a trot boat came out with more gold braid on it than I had ever
seen in my life think all the admiralty was present, & they welcomed
our passengers. After things had quieted down I took my aching head
& back along to give them a good wash & a change of pants. Hoppy
& lofty were sitting in our mess sharpening & cleaning their
knives & Brom & Scouse were playing fists, I just felt like
being sick.
Later when we sitting in our mess I asked the lads "Where's Lofty"
no one knew, so I went up aloft to find out. It must have been a full
moon tonight because Lofty was prowling around the deck with an axe
in his hand. What are you doing Lofty I asked, just then the midshipman
came out of his quarters & Lofty let out a horrible yell & raising
the axe in the air ran after the midshipman. I shouted out for help
& with two of the other lads we tackled lofty & we all sat on
him, then we had to get him down below & make him stay there. We
never saw the midshipman for the rest of that night, but it must have
been good training for the lad, to know that he was being well looked
after by combined ops personnel.